Morning.

Apparently, people are upset that people mentioned slash to Tony Lucca. As a only partially interested party, I have but a few things to say:

a. Seriously, why does anyone want celebrity awareness? I don't get that. Are they hoping that Tony will grin and say that he fucks JC nightly? If not, then what do they expect?

b. Part of the whole slash thing is observing them in their (un)natural environment. Dude, don't remind them of the cage. They know about it.

c. Chazzuca is an awkward name, isn't it?

d. In-jokes are fine(FKA, anyone?), but people should at least try to be subtle. There are homophobic people in this country, a lot, really, and there's no need to make anything more public, more likely to find a way to hurt the guys somehow.

e. I really miss Tara. Which has nothing to do with Tony. But. Taaaaaara.

Fuck.

Oh, god.

When Dawn gets home. Fuck. She was so happy about Willow and Tara.

Reality

I know the difference between reality and fiction. And that allows me to completely emerge myself in fiction, allowing myself to forget reality.

I know that Justin and Lance aren't having sex.

When I'm writing, they are having sex, in my head. Only in my head. But to write something, I have to believe in it fully for as long as I'm writing.

In part, that's probably why I'm having a hard time writing Smallville. It has too many inconsistencies, like the weather. I had the same problem with Gilmore Girls, actually.

Sunnydale may not be a real world, but it's a truthful one, to steal a phrase from the Moulin Rouge commentary. It feels like Joss is just showing us characters in a real, 3-D world.

Smallville feels contrived in a way that Buffy never has to me. A way that has nothing to do with plots and everything to do with making me see every character's humanity. Can you imagine Smallville pulling a Jonathon on us?

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1. I don't have mono. Now I need to get an ultrasound.

2. According to my therapist, I'm full of existential angst.

3. I should probably rewatch Smallville, as I still have no clue what happened in it.

4. Thanks to all the people who're always so nice to me. I must remember to talk to y'all more.

5. I like Buffy best as a tragicomedy. It fucks with me, but ultimately, I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Lemming.

( First lines )

GIP

I'm really obsessed with this episode, aren't I?

If anyone wants, there are more icons with this same theme at savesthegirl's journal.