Beautiful girl, bless your heart... I got a disease.

[butterfly]

I first heard this song via a Clex+Desiree vid. Totally fell in love with it.

Sad thing is, so few relationships actually work with the song. Clark/Lex/Desiree, yes, but someone tried to do Buffy/Spike to it which was just... ugly. First off, it really is the kind of vid that need a triangle. Secondly, the girl has to be evil or off. At least in my head. So, I was utterly thrilled when I saw that there was a Angel/Cordy/Connor vid to it. And then disappointed. Luckily, there was a second vid with those three... which also disappointed me, though it was better. To clarify, neither vid is bad, they just aren't... perfect (especially the second one, which comes so close, only it isn't tight enough and meh). I'm demanding (well, I can be. sometimes). It's just that I can mentally picture the perfect footage and timing and... I really wish I could make vids.

Can't explain why I like the song so much, since I'm usually not a big fan of "Evil Woman" stuff, but... hell, it has a killer sound and I just like it. (I also liked the recent cover of Don't Fear the Reaper that was played on Smallville, so milage may vary.) And I can just picture the perfect Angel/Cordy/Connor vid to it. That's the frustrating part: having this perfect vid in my head and not being able to do anything about it.

This is just happening more and more frequently. Eventually, I just know that I'm going to suck it up and get myself some vidding software. After I get a job, if that ever happens. Maybe I can ask for it for my birthday. My 21st. That's important, what with the legally being able to drink (hah! not that my underageness stopped any of my relatives from telling me to at least just try it... man, my family is weird).

Disease

Feels like you made a mistake
You made somebody's heart break
But now I have to let you go
I have to let you go

You left a stain
On every one of my good days
But I am stronger than you know
I have to let you go

No one's ever turned you over
No one's tried
To ever let you down,
Beautiful girl
Bless your heart

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease

Feels like you're making a mess
You're hell on wheels in a black dress
You drove me to the fire
And left me there to burn

Every little thing you do is tragic
All my life, oh was magic
Beautiful girl
I can't breathe

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease
I think that I'm sick
But leave me be while my world is coming down on me
You taste like honey, honey
Tell me can I be your honey
Be, be strong
Keep telling myself it that won't take long till
I'm free of my disease

Yeah well free of my disease
Free of my disease

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease

I think that I'm sick
But leave me be while my world is coming down on me
You taste like honey, honey
Tell me can I be your honey
Be, be strong
Keep telling myself it that won't take long till
I'm free of my disease
Yeah well free of my disease
Free of my disease

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[butterfly.livejournal.com]

Hee. It's totally all right.

Finally found it. This (http://ionah.slashcity.net/videos.html) will take you to her warnind page before the vids.

And yeah, that W/T vid is powerful. I miss them. They were so cute. And pretty. They then they went all pulling my heart from my chest like that, which wasn't fair.