Probably shouldn't post this. But. Yeah. My journal.

[butterfly]

Fuck.

Just, you know, I know that I'm basically worthless here. That I don't contribute and that mom's life would be a hell of a lot easier without me around.

I know that.

God, but that doesn't stop from making me feel like crap when she says it.

"You're just a drain on me."

Thanks. That's nice to know.

But I already knew it.

Fuck.

Fuck.

I'll just go to bed then. Stop fucking wasting precious electricity by being online.

Just.

It hurts so much. So much.

Comments

*HUG*

[saava.livejournal.com]

*petpet*

Diana, that is SO not true. You are a sweet, smart, fun and *kind* person. Plus, you mow the lawn! If you ever want to escape for a bit, hop and plane for a week in The Frenette House of Refuge. You'd be very welcome!

*hugs and chocolate and pretty boys*

Re: *HUG*

[butterfly.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Thank you, sweetie.