And there's no mystical design...

[butterfly]

Anyway, finally saw Hegwig. Very good movie.

Am thinking of burying myself in my room and watching depressing things all day. Se7en. From Hell. Requiem for a Dream.

The Backstreet Boys: Around the World.

Or, I could watch the Season Finales of Buffy. And Seeing Red, of course. Actually, I could just do the run from Hell's Bells to Grave and not watch the very end. Like, stop when there is no hope.

I could watch Moulin Rouge and fast-forward through the happy scenes.

Even though he probably won't go up this time, Lance isn't going to give up.

Right?

I mean, dreaming is still a good thing, right? And working hard makes a difference, right?

I feel like Buffy at the end of Hell's Bells. The light at the end of the tunnel is a train.

It's not even the 'Lance not going thing' that upsets me the most. It's the way some people react.

Seriously, at moments like this, I wonder if it wouldn't be better to burn it all to the ground and start over.

When Melodrama Attacks.