And there's no mystical design...
Sep. 3rd, 2002 01:25 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
butterflyAnyway, finally saw Hegwig. Very good movie.
Am thinking of burying myself in my room and watching depressing things all day. Se7en. From Hell. Requiem for a Dream.
The Backstreet Boys: Around the World.
Or, I could watch the Season Finales of Buffy. And Seeing Red, of course. Actually, I could just do the run from Hell's Bells to Grave and not watch the very end. Like, stop when there is no hope.
I could watch Moulin Rouge and fast-forward through the happy scenes.
Even though he probably won't go up this time, Lance isn't going to give up.
Right?
I mean, dreaming is still a good thing, right? And working hard makes a difference, right?
I feel like Buffy at the end of Hell's Bells. The light at the end of the tunnel is a train.
It's not even the 'Lance not going thing' that upsets me the most. It's the way some people react.
Seriously, at moments like this, I wonder if it wouldn't be better to burn it all to the ground and start over.
When Melodrama Attacks.
Am thinking of burying myself in my room and watching depressing things all day. Se7en. From Hell. Requiem for a Dream.
The Backstreet Boys: Around the World.
Or, I could watch the Season Finales of Buffy. And Seeing Red, of course. Actually, I could just do the run from Hell's Bells to Grave and not watch the very end. Like, stop when there is no hope.
I could watch Moulin Rouge and fast-forward through the happy scenes.
Even though he probably won't go up this time, Lance isn't going to give up.
Right?
I mean, dreaming is still a good thing, right? And working hard makes a difference, right?
I feel like Buffy at the end of Hell's Bells. The light at the end of the tunnel is a train.
It's not even the 'Lance not going thing' that upsets me the most. It's the way some people react.
Seriously, at moments like this, I wonder if it wouldn't be better to burn it all to the ground and start over.
When Melodrama Attacks.
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Date: 2002-09-03 03:24 pm (UTC)It will get better, Diana. Lance will make it into space and when he does, he'll show everyone the finger and gloat at them for doubting him.
Meanwhile, here's a [really cute site (http://www.fsinet.or.jp/~sokaisha/rabbit/rabbit.htm)] to lighten the mood. :) It's in Japanese, but who cares? It's cute pictures of rabbits!
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Date: 2002-09-04 12:20 am (UTC)Just behind the train is the light.
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Date: 2002-09-04 01:58 am (UTC)And thanks for the reassurance. It's nice.