Cluttered thinking...
Jan. 14th, 2003 07:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
butterflyFound that report I mentioned. It's actually 'cluttered' not 'scattered'. A bit different.
I've been reading it over. I had it done end of my junior year in high school. Reading through my 'data base' information I ran across "She had straight A's her freshman year at school and had lots of friends. Towards the end of the year her friends ostracized her and since that time she has had increasing problems with self image, mood and weight." Which made me tear up. I don't like to remember that people liked me freshman year. It makes it feel easier if I can just pretend that I was never well-liked. And I was. I wasn't 'popular' but I was well-liked. Which made what happened later feel so much worse.
And this: "When asked what she would want if she had three wishes, she said that there would be no pollution, people would care about animals and that she would have more initiative."
"In spite of a rather rambling and disorganized approach, this is a young lady who has an extraordinary memory and a remarkable capacity to learn details. It is likely that her tendency to be disorganized interferes with the efficiency of her learning."
"On the House-Tree-Person drawing, we find a young woman who has some ambivalence about her sexuality and some feelings of inadequacy."
I really haven't changed all that much. I've become more self-aware over the years and thus happier, but I haven't really changed in any way.
I've been reading it over. I had it done end of my junior year in high school. Reading through my 'data base' information I ran across "She had straight A's her freshman year at school and had lots of friends. Towards the end of the year her friends ostracized her and since that time she has had increasing problems with self image, mood and weight." Which made me tear up. I don't like to remember that people liked me freshman year. It makes it feel easier if I can just pretend that I was never well-liked. And I was. I wasn't 'popular' but I was well-liked. Which made what happened later feel so much worse.
And this: "When asked what she would want if she had three wishes, she said that there would be no pollution, people would care about animals and that she would have more initiative."
"In spite of a rather rambling and disorganized approach, this is a young lady who has an extraordinary memory and a remarkable capacity to learn details. It is likely that her tendency to be disorganized interferes with the efficiency of her learning."
"On the House-Tree-Person drawing, we find a young woman who has some ambivalence about her sexuality and some feelings of inadequacy."
I really haven't changed all that much. I've become more self-aware over the years and thus happier, but I haven't really changed in any way.