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So, I only have 53 of the Angel episodes on tape, a testament to how erratic my viewing and love of the show has been.

My problem was always that I didn't care about Angel. First I cared about Doyle, then Wesley, then Wesley and Connor. So I wasn't in it for Angel's journey, which made it easy for me to stop watching the show. It was on a level with Dawson's Creek, where I only watched for the Pacey/Joey and didn't bother watching if the buzz didn't sound good.

Now that I love Angel, I'm mourning my lack of tapeage. I have almost all of Season Two (missing half of ep 15 because of taping issues), much of Season Four (missing eps 3 and 8-11), ten Season One eps, and only five Season Three eps.

Season Two is when I totally fell in love with Wesley, after hating him for taking Doyle's place in first season. I also adored Darla, as I recall, which wasn't the popular thing. And Lindsey was brilliant. I loved the Darla/Lindsey/Angel thing. "It's not me you want to screw."

I fell out with the show in Season Three because I hated the Baby!Arc and I hated the Angel/Cordy thing.

Then it took a while for Season Four to hook me, but I was only watching because of Wesley and (to my great surprise) Connor at the start. Then, finally, Angel started to reach me. He touched my heart. And it's staying. I've rewatched some earlier eps, and I'm with Angel. I get him now. I never did before.

Watching Angel is a totally different experience when you love him.

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Date: 2003-06-03 06:20 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
Exactly. Well, on Angel.

I've always loved Buffy, even when she made go "the Hell?" I could work myself around to seeing her side. I wanted to find her side. And until this season happened, I didn't care enough about Angel to see his side.

And word on Cordy. She's a major part of why I stopped watching S3 Angel. I enjoyed Evil!Cordy, but that was all because of Connor's attachment to the Cordy he loved. Then again, I was never a major Cordy fan. She was mostly just bitchy background for me. Then she was all there and saintly and annoying.

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Date: 2003-06-03 06:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dkissam.livejournal.com
I never had any problem at all with Buffy, and her pre-S5 difficulties certainly touched me. See, pre-S4, I was all about Willow identification. Then Willow went away in S4 and I was lost and drifting. But then in S5 I started really feeling Buffy. I identify with Anya, but Buffy now...she's like my daughter or something. I would kill for that girl.

Cordy amused me on BtVS and on AtS until sometime during S2. I remember about halfway through S2, my husband and I had a discussion about how much we were beginning to hate her. All bitch, all criticism, all the time. Okay, that's fine when everyone around her rolls their eyes at her and dismisses her. But *god*, Angel, Wes and Gunn all took her so damn seriously. Like, treating her like a legitimate, valid human, and all she's doing is slamming them constantly. And frankly, she'd stopped being hot enough to get away with that. The only reason a bunch of guys would've put up with that crap would be if she was still so hot that they each really wanted to sleep with her. And she was losing it at that point.

I'm so glad she's gone. =)

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Date: 2003-06-03 06:53 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
Oh, I was never a Willow-girl. It was Buffy all the way for me. Willow was too... manipulative for me. Not that I thought she was intentionally manipulative, but just... remember Oz in the Wish, telling her that she'd just trying to make herself feel better and ignoring what he needs. I've always gotten that from Willow. Really, the only time that I liked her was when she was with Tara, and that was all for Tara.

But yeah, Cordy was just... like, when Wes called her after he and Virginia broke up and she said that he didn't count as a friend? You can take that as joking, or you can take into account the fact that she didn't want to talk to him about his problems and think... well, she was kinda telling the truth. She was never as serious about them as people as they were about her.

I, too, breathed a sigh of relief when I heard she wasn't coming back.

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Date: 2003-06-03 07:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dkissam.livejournal.com
ITA about Willow, in retrospect. I do find her an extremely interesting character, because when you look back on her...damn. So unlikeable. I connected to her purely because of the Xander/Willow ship in the first two seasons. I am helpless to resist the best friends unrequited love thing. The best one liner I ever heard on Willow was some TWoP poster who said, "She thinks she's a much, much better person than she actually is." I hate Willow now. =)

I also have major CC issues right now because I'm pissed at her for ruining my S4 fun. I enjoyed S4, but since learning that Cordy was originally intended to *be* in the Jasmine role I've stewed about how much better that would've been. It's so clear now - it's the ultimate arc for her, it's where the character has always been headed. Queen C to Princess Cordelia to star of "Cordy!" to "Minions, I'd like a temple." Perfect. I resent it when perfect things are ruined. Babies ruin everything. Unless they're playing Maya Fisher. =)

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Date: 2003-06-03 07:30 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
Whereas I was all with Xander and the unrequited "he fell in love at first sight" B/X thing. But yeah, the Willow quote that stays in my head is "I'm very seldom naughty." How can you be that deluded about yourself?

And I would have loved Cordy as Big Bad. Of course, where would Connor have fit in? As her champion, yes, but he wouldn't be such a major part. And that would have made me sad. But yeah, it would have been the ultimate expression of Cordy's journey of ego. She and Willow have a lot in common, Cordy was just more open about it, to herself and to others.

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Date: 2003-06-03 07:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dkissam.livejournal.com
Whereas I was all with Xander and the unrequited "he fell in love at first sight" B/X thing.You know, I would be fine with B/X now. In fact, sometime in S5 I decided that he'd probably be the best choice for her, of the available pool. But early on all I thought was, "If Xander gets to end up with his fantasy girl it'll be like Michael Rappaport in Beautiful Girls ending up with Claudia freaking Schiffer and I shall murder someone". I do think that later in the series he actually saw Buffy as a person, a good and loveable person, really admired and respected her while letting her down off of her pedestal.

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Date: 2003-06-03 08:01 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] butterfly.livejournal.com
I never really wanted them to get together on the show. I was hoping for... at the most, a kiss on the last episode, for the least, hope that it could happen. And there was hope at the end.

But yeah, they both needed to grow up. For a while there, Xander was grown up while Buffy was all with the regression. Luckily, she went and grew up, too. I'm pleased about that.

I really liked what she said to Angel. About herself being cookie dough.

If they'd gotten together on the show, Joss would have felt compelled to break them up.

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