It's always disturbing to find oneself a bit of a hypocrite, even in fictional situations.

[butterfly]

In other words, my interest in lotrips has shifted to being Elijah/Sean - my kink for their kind of relationship overruling my adultery squick.

Of course, before this, I just had a shallow interest in the pairing of Elijah and Orlando as the two hottest, so at least I've shifted to a relationship I like because of emotional instead of purely physical reasons.