Personal: Holidays, Updates, Introductions

Thanks for the card, trepkos. Yay for leaping fish and shiny gold letters. It's really pretty.

As may be somewhat apparent, I lack in 'holiday spirit' this year. I've actually been pretty quiet for a while. Not just post-wise, but in responding to comments, too. I'm going through a radio-silence phase of a sort, but I'm trying really hard not to completely drop off the radar, hence the sudden posting with angsty or fannish content. I'm actively concentrating on not running away, as I'm apt to do when I feel uncomfortable or scared or judged.

I'm working on making my low periods shallower and shorter, but it is work.

For anyone who hasn't known me for long, I'm rather prone to periods of depression. If you've seen the sixth season of Buffy, that's what they're like, only with much less Spike-related sex and abandoning people at the altar.

If you haven't seen the sixth season of Buffy, then it's... kinda like Ennis when he's not with Jack. If you haven't seen Brokeback Mountain, then I'm not entirely sure that I can help you. Think of something depressing. It's like that.

Other Basics:
I write slash, het, and gen. In the past, I've also written twincest and RPF (though not at the same time as of yet). I have only a few squicks and many kinks. I'm generally Democratic and generally liberal and I live in Oregon (USA). I have female parts and consider myself bisexual.

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