Justin! Squee!

*sigh* He was the best performer there tonight.

Heh. For what that's worth.

I just. Love him. Much.

And it was evil of the VMAs to make me think that Lance was there, even for a second.

Evil.

Not so squee.

Family stuff was bad tonight.

We don't get cable, so I went to dad's to record the VMAs.

And.

He was like I remember.

And I thought he'd... grown as a person.

Gotten past saying things like "Affirmative action has been making innocent people pay for forty years." and that my mom's a "psychopathic manipulator".

Oh, and that I'm a liar.

That part was said when I brought up some of the things that he's done in the past to hurt me.

Apparently, I made it all up.

Last things we said to each other, after I had Justin on tape and went to say good-bye to him.

Me: "I'm sorry that what I said hurt you."

Dad: "Not, you're not."

Me: "Yes. I am."

Dad: "No, you're not. Or you wouldn't have said it."

Me: "I didn't say that I was sorry that I said what I did. I'm just sorry that I hurt you."

Dad: "It's the same thing."

Me: "Good-bye."

Dad: [shuts door]

And on second thought:

Brian and Ryan?

Were not cute this time.

May have been the jokes.

And Simon looked like a girl in that shirt. Seriously, I was reminded of the gentle curve of Lance's girly breasts.

Oh, and Em was... I don't know, did he seem off to anyone else?

And Shakira was flat. Not in the musical sense, but in the sense of... charisma? Just not appealing when she was singing.

Maybe she's not a good live singer? Anyone?

Britney was way dominatrix.

And the song that played when the Olsen twins came out totally screamed incest. Especially considering that it was used in a romantic sense in a commercial for a movie later on.

Christina was practically naked. But she was totally adorable.

About Em winning:
*laugh* "Interesting."

Very amusing. Did their hands touch at all when they passed that statue? Hee.

Last thoughts:

I cried during the TLC bit.

And I stopped watching after Justin performed and (most of) *nsync presented.

Also? Brittney Murphy is hot. And Joey was looking fine.

And it's still evil that they teased about Lance.

Hmm.

Just hit on a fun idea for a Lance song icon set.

Laaaaance icons

This is just the beginning, but since the song gets fairly repetitious (especially considering that I cut out most of the lyrics), I'll do it in groups of ten at a time.
The lyrics are from Walk the Walk by Poe.
( Laaaaaaance )