Blah, blah, blah...

I feel like talking. Aren't y'all lucky?

I feel mildly sad about my OTP feelings occasionally. When people rave about a story and then I read and I go, "But... Justin and Lance never even talk." and completely dismiss the fine qualities of the fic 'cause it doesn't hit my pairing button.

Most of the time, though, I'm giddy/bouncy/happy about my OTPs, so there you go.

And they don't change. Six years for Buffy/Xander. The first time I thought about *nsync slash, Justin/Lance was the pairing that I thought of. I can read and enjoy other pairings but there's always something missing. I don't have that emotional connectiveness.

Like I said, mildly sad about that.

I could only read the first Sandy series once, 'cause it ripped my heart out. I was fucking whimpering at the end, saying that it couldn't end that way. I was glad to read the Coda 'cause it made my heart unrip for that story. Mend?

But I tend to form my OTPs early on and then once I have them, they're fixed. Couldn't change them if I wanted to.

OTP thoughts

Something that I find fairly interesting is that I don't fall for the same kind of pairings in all of my fandoms.

Buffy/Xander would be closer to Joey/Lance or Justin/Chris than Justin/Lance.

And I can only stand to read Draco/Harry in the HP fandom, which has a completely different feel altogether.