Quills was an excellent movie.

Thought-provoking and stuff.

And I love Joaquin Phoenix. He's a marvelous actor. Just breath-taking.

Blah-ditty-blah...

I probably shouldn't be drinking coke at night.

Wherein I think about why I can't write *//\\// Sync slash.

It's cause of what Becky says here. I don't like writing thinking that I'm going to screw up. If I'd written a story when I'd first started caring about *//\\// Sync slash, I would have had no clue that JC and Joey knew each before JC met Justin. And that might've messed up the story.

I am absolutely terrified of getting something wrong.

*//\\// Sync Slash

But I do have odd views of the people that others might interpret as screwing up the characters. I mean, the way I see JC is very bizarre. He's this gorgeous but completely untouchable thing that I can not image slashing. I don't understand it.

And I think that I see a different 'vision' of the whole Justin/Lance thing. Maybe because I didn't know the guys until Lance was already almost out of his awkward phase. I think that a relationship between them would have some incredible possibilities. Lance is getting to be so big now, while Justin became the front man almost immediately. Lance has become a creature of the business and show business world.

He also has this amazing ability to relax on stage. In the MSG DVD, during God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You, Lance leans against the bar on his elevating thing-y, completely trusting that he won't fall. And while he'll never be a Justin in terms of dancing, he's certainly become extremely good. He has said that he doesn't mind not being a front man, while making himself one by way of On the Line. The boys themselves called him the biggest liar.

And Justin is also fascinating to think about. It's hard to know where he's coming from. He means everything that he said in Pop. There's a lot of passion behind his plea for respect. I'm fairly certain that part of the reason that he shaved his hair was to see if that made the fans leave him.

And the two of them together is a dizzying prospect. First, there's a lot of recent stuff that makes me double think myself and wonder if maybe something could be there. The cross tattoo was the first time that I actually thought that any of my silly thoughts could be more than just that. Lance was the only guy other than Justin who stood up to applaud for Britney at the TCA's. He thanks her in his linear notes. Justin and Britney share the most platonic kiss in the world.

And I'm sure that my slash-colored glasses are blurring my mind and I dismiss it. After all, the guys are all close. Just because Justin licks his lips while staring at Lance's face does not mean that they're together.

I'm not a 'believer'. Not most of the time. But sometimes, I look at pictures and I wonder what the hell the guys were thinking when they took them.

But the reason that I love Justin/Lance fiction so much is because I could see them last if they were a couple in real life. They seem to fit(to me) in ways that would last. Close without being too buddy-buddy. In my mind, they always have the possibility of sweetness but would also have a healthy relationship with fights and differences.

See, wierd.

In Other News...

I plan to go to movies today until I see the second On the Line trailer.

Yes, I am crazy.

There are three movies that I'm going to try.

The Pop Dance.

So... I may have just rewatched the Leno performance of Pop.

And I may have written down the steps.

And it's a very real possibility that I'm going to share with y'all what I wrote down. Just remember that I am not a choreographer and have no clue what the hell the steps are called.

Pop Dance Steps
(sick)
R side step/ L jerk up/ R hand up
Leg back/ Hand down
Clap above head/ Step together
Clap under R leg
2x Clap above head/ Step again
Cross arm chest touch
Arms forward/ L leg up
R step
Clap under R leg
Clap
Hands behind back
Legs out/ Arms punch forward
L leg up/ R arm pull
L side step/ R jerk up/ L hand up
Leg back/ Hand down
Clap above head/ Step together
Clap under L leg
2x Clap above head/ Step again
Cross arm chest touch
Arms forward/ R leg up
L step
Clap under L leg
Arms up
Arms down

(Chorus)
Arms up
L leg lift/ L arm swing
Jump/ Arms V
R leg up/ Arms out
R leg cross/ Arms spin
R leg back over/ R arm over head
L leg cross over/ L arm cross over
Jump
Jump
Jump
Legs wide/ Arms forward point
Thrust/ Arms pull
L arm swing over
L arm swing down
Spin
Crouch
Twist jump/ fingersnap
R leg up/ point
R leg cross behind/ Diagonal arms
Jump/ Arms up

(Dirty Pop)
Swivel hips/ Grab hips
Crouch
Look R, L, R

(It doesn't matter)
Knees in, out/ Lean R
2x switch body
2x switch body
Arms vertical movement, palm down
Arms down/ 2x switch body
Arms vertical pointing opposite
Arms up

(Feel it)
Crouch/ Arms in, R over L
Jump up/ Arms out
Punch out R
Punch out L
Spin on L momentum

(Man, I'm tired of singing.)
Egyptian arms R, L
R arm behind head/ L around waist
Switch
L arm down to chest
Hip jiggle
Bend over
Pull up twist
Shoulders roll back
L, R, L small steps back
Turn forward/ R hand up
L hand up
Chest cross
Arms down/ Jump together
Turn R/ R leg up/ R arm vertical
Running man
Turn around
Running man
Front/ Legs wide
R arm point
L arm point
Arms in/ Jump
Arm up
Head, side to side
Step L
Arms diagonal line R
Arms up/ R leg up
On ground
Hip thrust
Jump up
L step/ R arm out/ L arm up
Jump in/ Arms up
Down
Move
Up
Jump
R leg out/ Arms vertical movement, fist
R leg behind L/ Continue arms
R leg out/ Continue arms
R behind L/ Air guitar, R play, L out
Arm cross in front
Arms back of head
Step out
Arms around head
Torso swirl
Down
Up
Take off fake shirt

(Chorus)
Same as previous.

(Pop)
Down on R knee/ R hand touch floor


Thank you.

Saw Jay and Silent Bob.

It was funny. I love Ben and Jason and Matt, too, I guess.