Doctor Who: On Conversations (spoilers for Journey's End)

[butterfly]

Everyone who was wondering exactly what Ten II was doing while Ten I was saying goodbye to everyone (note: as suggested by mrv3000 and following in the tradition of Romana, I've decided to use Ten I and Ten II when speaking about the post-regeneration split Doctors):

Ten II was chatting up Rose.

(edit: after this, the camera keeps panning over and we come to Mickey and Jackie's goodbye conversation)

My current theory is that Ten II was fully expecting to be dumped off in the parallel universe but he wasn't expecting Rose to stay there with him. Even if he was expecting his other self to try to drop her off, he's fully aware of what a complete sucker he is for Rose Tyler. Given enough time, Rose can talk him into anything. So, Ten I made sure that they didn't have enough time (and, even then, it was close).

So, there they are, on that beach, and Ten II understands what Ten I is doing but he doesn't understand why Ten I doesn't crumple instantly under the determined gaze of one Rose Tyler, when he's let her have her way far too many times to count. And that's because Ten II wasn't there for Davros' monumental "you turn everyone you love into a weapon and you totally suck, dude" speech. Though those are feelings that he's felt, they haven't been as recently reinforced as Ten I's. I don't think that Ten II was expecting Ten I's particular justification for leaving him in the parallel world, because he takes offense at the notion that he should be left behind because of what he did on the Crucible, but he doesn't seem at all surprised at the being left behind itself (I think he assumed that Ten I would just go with "can't have two Doctors in the same universe").

Anyway, he's totally expecting that Rose will talk Ten I into taking her with him and that he's going to have to deal with losing her again, so he's taking advantage of his brief window when Ten I is dealing with Sarah Jane, Martha, and Mickey, and stealing a few last moments with Rose (look at that laugh! Rose's body language is more guarded, which reflects the way she behaves on the beach, but... aw! Look at him and then try to tell me that that's not the Doctor on a Rose-high).

So, yes, to continue. He sees that Ten I is, basically, being a great big coward and trying to pretend that he's doing what's best for Rose. And Ten II is hoping, desperately hoping that it's going to work. Because... because that's Rose. If Ten I is stupid enough or scared enough to let her go, if this might actually happen, Ten II doesn't want to do anything to risk that.

He especially doesn't want to risk saying something inappropriately Donna, like 'wizard', and making Rose think that he might not really be the same as 'the Doctor' after all. When Donna prompts him to talk, he takes a moment to breathe first. He seems to 'relax' into his own voice when he says "specifically, the aging part" and I think he trusts his voice from that point forward.

Then Rose chases after Ten I and Rose throws down her gauntlet, which serves two purposes. One, it shows her how determined Ten I is not to have her come with him, and, two, it shows her that Ten II both knows how that sentence should end and that he will be with her, in every way that counts. When Rose asks Ten I, "How was that sentence going to end?" and he says, "Does it need saying?" he's telling her that the only time he'll ever tell her he loves her is if he's saying goodbye at the same time. So, she turns to Ten II, calls him 'Doctor' and asks him.

And the man that she loves, that she adores, finally finishes telling her what he started to say on that beach long ago and he pulls back and she looks at him and it is the Doctor. And he loves her. How she have kept from kissing him?

Of course, Ten I takes advantage of that moment to slip away, because it hurts (why do Cybermen have their emotions removed?) to see her kissing someone else, even if it is him.

So, the man that she loves is both gone (forever) and standing next to her holding her hand. She's not going to be feeling simple joy. But when Ten II takes her hand, she immediately, instinctively wraps her fingers around his. And they have a new beginning. It won't always be easy (they both have abandonment issues), but there will always be love.

The other question that I've noticed around is why RTD chose to have Ten II spend most of his time with Donna while Ten I spent most of his with Rose. Two reasons, I think -- the first is simple plot needs. The Doctor that could spend a life with Rose could only be the one with the human heart but he had to be with Donna because she created him and that was necessary for Donna's plot.

The other is far less plot-related and more along the lines of giving one good thing to Ten I.

He got to spend one last adventure with the love of his life. The woman that he never thought he would see again. He got to hug her and smile at her and she held his hand when he needed it most. Whatever else happens, he had this one last day with her and forever knows that, somewhere out there, she's happy.

Comments

[kb91.livejournal.com]

I noticed that parallel, too, but I didn't see it as a shared memory as much as a shared commitment to each other. Just as Rose couldn't let Ten I suffer alone, Ten II couldn't let Rose suffer alone. In fact, I think the fact that Ten II didn't know how Rose had taken Ten I's hand makes it all the more powerful. This is them, no matter the regeneration, and they will always be there for each other.

[butterfly.livejournal.com]

This is them, no matter the regeneration, and they will always be there for each other.

Yes. Also, aww. They are so sweet.