due South: Victoria's Secret

[butterfly]

I hooked a friend of ours (thegrungediva) on due South and she's now watching it in order. Tonight, she was on the last disc of S1, so I watched Invitation to Romance, the very end of Heaven and Earth, and then all of Victoria's Secret and Letting Go with her (and roomie jic).

God, the Victoria arc guts me. And thegrungediva's never seen the show before, so I got to watch her go through the extreme rollercoaster of being so thrilled and happy to seeing Fraser in love to being devastated at where it all ends up. They did such a fantastic job with everything in this episode -- the lighting is spectacular (the contrasts and how incredibly intense the reds are), the casting is amazing (Melina is so wonderful as Victoria -- I always come out of the episode helplessly adoring her while I hate how she twists up Fraser), and the acting is... phenomenal. On the whole, it's breathtaking.

And I always... watching this always makes me so glad that Fraser will get RayK. Because RayV is a wonderful friend; Fraser couldn't have a better friend than RayV, but what Fraser talks about here, about love...

"You never saw her. You never saw who she was. You never saw her when she was angry, you never saw her when she was frightened, you never saw her when she was brave or when she was petty. You never saw her."

I think the thing that hooks me deepest in the Fraser/RayK relationship is that Fraser lets Ray see him (and Ray notices). He's angry and frightened and petty in front of Ray and Ray both sees that and calls him on it.

For all that RayV and Fraser love each other... there is an idealization going on from RayV's side ("guys like him don't marry girls like you"). And Fraser very deliberately feeds into it and encourages RayV to believe that he's more innocent than he actually is. For the most part, he keeps walls up around RayV, walls that RayK refuses to allow to stand. "We're in a rut," RayK insists in Mountie on the Bounty. The same relationship that worked for Fraser and RayV is something that RayK finds confining and not enough. He wants behind that mask of Fraser's, wants to see him dirty and real. And he lets Fraser see him that way, too.

RayK gives Fraser all the good things that he got from Victoria without any of the bad, fucked-up stuff.

Rewatching that left me with the intense urge to go read some due South fic and meta, so if there's any cool new stuff out there, I'd love to know.

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[nostariel]

Very late to the party here, 'cause I got all depressed this winter and stopped reading my flist (bad fangirl!), but I had to comment on this:

"You never saw her. You never saw who she was. You never saw her when she was angry, you never saw her when she was frightened, you never saw her when she was brave or when she was petty. You never saw her."

I don't own the DVDs ('cause I could never find a place that sold them and I'm too poor anyway), so I haven't seem this episode in nearly ten years(!), but you know what? I could still remember that quote word for word. I can still hear his voice saying it. Every syllable, every inflection. THAT'S how amazing those episodes were.