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butterflyWhenever I think that I'm past feeling that way, something happens or someone says something at all of the longing rushes back.
Just had a 'conversation' with my mom. I'm sure that she doesn't think of it as anything out-of-the-ordinary but it fucking hurt. It hurts when she implies and then flat out says that she doesn't think that I can handle life.
You know, maybe I can't. I doubt it most days. But I really don't need my own mom to imply that I'm a helpless leech.
Just fuck. Talk about pain.
Just had a 'conversation' with my mom. I'm sure that she doesn't think of it as anything out-of-the-ordinary but it fucking hurt. It hurts when she implies and then flat out says that she doesn't think that I can handle life.
You know, maybe I can't. I doubt it most days. But I really don't need my own mom to imply that I'm a helpless leech.
Just fuck. Talk about pain.
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Hugs
Date: 2001-09-18 10:24 am (UTC)Much sympathy. Great empathy.
Do you want to borrow my tape of "Secret Cutting"? I'll try to mind-meld it to you. It will drive you to anger so great that you won't wanna anymore.
You and I are way too much alike. Hugs, babe.
Re: Hugs
Date: 2001-09-18 11:46 am (UTC)