butterfly: (Naked Angel)
So, I'm watching my BtVS tapes to make sure that I have the right labels and...

I just saw the end of Lovers Walk and my heart broke into a thousand tiny pieces. Xander and Willow screw up so badly and then you have Buffy and Angel...

Buffy: "What I want from you, I can never have. You don't need me to take care of you anymore, so I'm going to go."
Angel: "I don't accept that."
Buffy: "You have to."
Angel: "There's got to be some way we can still see each other ."
Buffy: "There is. Tell me that you don't love me."

And, of course, he can't. So she walks away.

*sniffles as her OMG! Tragic Love! button is hit*

It didn't hurt like that the first time around. I wasn't at all invested in Angel's character, so I didn't care much. Enough.

ETA: OMG! The mood icon is so appropriate!
butterfly: (scar - Rhade (by jmtorres))
I need an icon for when I feel icky. Like sick-type icky. I mean, it doesn't happen so often, but when it does, it would be nice to have an icon for it. All my 'bad things' icons are just too extreme, yo.

*points at current icon as example*

So, in honor of my feeling bad, I'm going to continue with my rewatch of S2 Buffy.

I'm so much more into the B/A relationship this time around. Because of what I know about Angel now, I realize that it must have been torture for him.

"I can't help thinking I've done something to make you angry. And that bothers me more than I'd like."

Here he was, thought that he'd never care about anything again. And he gets walloped over the top of the head with this tough, gorgeous, vulnerable girl. Damn, it's so easy to see why he fell for her. Now, I think that Buffy is always beautiful, but there are times in Season Two (Reptile Boy comes to mind, and I love that she thoroughly ignores Cordy's 'suggestions' by wearing black, though I'm actually thinking of when Tom decides to hit on her) when she's just too gorgeous for words. She carries sunlight around with her in the early years. Angel never had a chance.

Cordelia's really gunning hard for Angel at this point. Which is fascinating in light of what happens. Because in the glow of Buffy, Cordy didn't stand a chance. The second he sees Buffy in Halloween, Cordy is forgotten. And she really takes advantage of Buffy's lie to Angel in Some Assembly Required. There was no need for her to cling like that. And Angel totally uses her clinging over him to try to make Buffy jealous. It's kinda cute, really.

But I always find Angel's moments of pettiness cute.

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