Changed my wallpaper again.

Sorry, Drew, but I just had to have Lance back on.

So, three of my walls are *NSYNC pictures. The last wall is other pictures. Minus the door space dedicated solely to Lance and Justin.

Obsession is my middle name.

Heh.

Right now, Lance has around 666,000 votes for the CosmoGirl contest. I find this amusing. Lance is evil.

Blah, blah, randomcakes.

Silvia is cool. She's the writer who made me start to read Chris/Justin. That's still the only non-Lance pairing of the guys that I read.

Anyway, she was being all doubt-y about the love for her. So, I'm being all reassuring.

So, Her has always referred to one person.(love you, honey) Now she has an LJ, but she'll still be Her because I don't want be all reveal-y. That would be rude. She should know who She is.

I have to miss Enterprise this Wednesday. This sucks.

I plan to eventually have every inch of wall in my room covered in pictures. This is partly out of my need to embrace my inner teenie, but mostly because the paint in here is too dark.

Hmm...

Bought a new gas cap for the car. Apparently, the last person who changed the gas forgot to put the cap back on. I kinda love that in Oregon, this is not the car owner's fault. Which reminds me: the people who made the movie Anti-Trust did no research for it. How hard would it be to find out that Oregon is one of only two states not to have self-service gas stations?

Which reminds me once again that I love Lance. I realize that he had nothing to do with putting Oregon Girl in the movie, but I'm giving him the credit anyway.

Because Oregon never gets mentioned.

Sorry, do I sound obsessed?

Yeah.

I have too many remixes of Stronger saved on my computer. I believe the count is 13.

From the spoiler-free comments that I've read, Angel sounds like it'll rip my heart out. It's about time.

I think that I'm going to go see On the Line again on Wednesday and this time I'll bring a tape recorder so that I can save my reactions to each scene.

Hee.

Okay. I like 'Salem's writing. I will admit that she can get a bit mushy at times. And All I Ever Wanted is probably too long for the story that it tells.

But overall, I like it. And she just put up a FAQ at her site. And it amuses me.

From the Forever FAQ:

Why are you such a bitch?
Believe it or not, I get this one a lot. Basically, I write because that's what I do -- I'm a writer, I always have been, I always will be. One day this will end and I'll move on to the next phase, whatever it'll be, but right now I enjoy writing 'N Sync stories, I enjoy the characters and I am forever indebted to the band for providing me with a muse when I needed it most. I post the stories online because I know some people like to read them. I don't do it to be popular or to make friends or to piss someone off. To me, my online weblog and this page are two separate sites, which is why they are hosted on two different domains. If something I say on one page offends a reader of the other, I can't help that. I'm not going to apologize for something that I wrote in a heated moment if that's the way I really feel. I'm not going to curb my thoughts or my words just because it might hurt someone. And if that makes me a bitch, then fine. I'm a bitch.

Fuck.

This Angel.

Fuck. Oh, Fuck.

I could throw up.

God.

Fuck you, Joss. And you too, Greenwalt. And fuck whoever wrote this episode.

God.

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One time, my dad dragged me and pushed me.

It only happened the one time.

I wonder if he remembers it.

I should be going to bed.

But after that Angel...

And what's worse is that there are men who do that without the excuse of a demon.

I cut a little. I don't want to go to sleep.