I mean, I thought I was happy before, but I still had this low-level anxiety where I was questioning myself. And now that I have that measure of faith in myself back, I can do stuff like admit that I briefly wrote horrible Herc non-con at age sixteen, which I would have died before pointing out before.
Being able to admitting to that is a clear sign of strength. Good for you.
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Date: 2005-03-10 02:37 pm (UTC)Being able to admitting to that is a clear sign of strength. Good for you.