Ouch.

[butterfly]

Putting on jeans over cuts?

Fucking painful. It feels like it would hurt less to just saw my legs off.

But I need the jeans on 'cause we're getting Pixie(my puppy) today. And then handing her over to her new owners next weekend.

God, that hurts as much as the cuts.

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[beckalina.livejournal.com]

I heart you.

It's ripping my heart out to know that you're doing this to yourself. Please hon. I'm so worried about you right now. Please don't do this to yourself.

-Becky-

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[butterfly.livejournal.com]

I feel so trapped in my own skin.

[beckalina.livejournal.com]

I've never cut, so I can't really understand the psychological shit behind it. But I've been through depression and blah, blah, blah. I've told you that before.

The bottom line is that I'm worried about you. I wish I knew what I could do or say, but I unfortunately don't.

I hope that you can work through this, hon.

-Becky-

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[butterfly.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry that I'm making you worry.

And I do understand why I did it. And I'm trying to get past it.

But... it's hard. I'm trying but it's so hard.