Re: Real Fan Bus
Apr. 2nd, 2002 07:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
butterflyI started responding to ins, before realizing that a) it was too long and b) it should probably go in my own journal, not hers.
Right now, the SlashFanBus just a lightly sketched-out dream. But reality isn't affecting my joy at the mere idea of this whole thing.
Even if it doesn't work out, this thrill is worth it. Especially since a large part of me is reminding me that it probably won't. So, if it doesn't work out, I, for one, won't be devastated.
But I do want to try for it. Because I can't image anything more fun than this dream coming true. I've spent most of my 'adult' life feeling disconnected from people who love the things I love. Most of them don't live near me. And getting to meet and spend time with them is a great dream. Even if it ends up staying a dream.
Maybe it would be better just to raise money for one of their charities. Maybe preferring to try to do something for myself first makes me less of a good person.
But I don't think wanting to do something amazing and fun is wrong. Especially since we've talked about selling the bus(es) off for charity afterwards.
Right now, the SlashFanBus just a lightly sketched-out dream. But reality isn't affecting my joy at the mere idea of this whole thing.
Even if it doesn't work out, this thrill is worth it. Especially since a large part of me is reminding me that it probably won't. So, if it doesn't work out, I, for one, won't be devastated.
But I do want to try for it. Because I can't image anything more fun than this dream coming true. I've spent most of my 'adult' life feeling disconnected from people who love the things I love. Most of them don't live near me. And getting to meet and spend time with them is a great dream. Even if it ends up staying a dream.
Maybe it would be better just to raise money for one of their charities. Maybe preferring to try to do something for myself first makes me less of a good person.
But I don't think wanting to do something amazing and fun is wrong. Especially since we've talked about selling the bus(es) off for charity afterwards.
