My methods weren't cutting, but seing how hard I could hit something with no give. The rush of pain would clear my head and then I was able to deal with whatever it was I was trying to deal with.
That's just how it feels with cutting. The pain clears my head and I can deal with people without wanting to scream. Slightly different ways of getting the same result.
*hugs*
Depression does feel so dark and lonely. It's nice to be able to say, I've felt that way, and it does pass. Because it helps me when I hear it from other people, so I hope that my saying it can be helpful, too.
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regna
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Date: 2005-03-02 11:01 pm (UTC)My methods weren't cutting, but seing how hard I could hit something with no give. The rush of pain would clear my head and then I was able to deal with whatever it was I was trying to deal with.
That's just how it feels with cutting. The pain clears my head and I can deal with people without wanting to scream. Slightly different ways of getting the same result.
*hugs*
Depression does feel so dark and lonely. It's nice to be able to say, I've felt that way, and it does pass. Because it helps me when I hear it from other people, so I hope that my saying it can be helpful, too.