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[butterfly]

One time, my dad dragged me and pushed me.

It only happened the one time.

I wonder if he remembers it.

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Baby

[luckysgirl.livejournal.com]

Oh, god baby. I'm so so sorry. And I was just going on and on. You should have said something.

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[butterfly.livejournal.com]

I didn't really think about it. The episode reminded me.

It wasn't.

He wasn't violent. It just that one time.

Mostly, he just yelled.

[rorylie.livejournal.com]

So, yeah, I realize we don't know each other, but we kind of share a mutual friend. I'm sorry for what you had to go trough, and I'm sorry that the memory of it was brought back to the surface.

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[butterfly.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

Hey, you're W's friend Rory? The one who runs on her own special brand of time?

Cool. She sounds happy(ier) when she mentions you.

[rorylie.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that would be me. Rory Time. And thanks. I don't think I'm nearly as good a friend to her as you are, but at least I try to be mildly entertaining.

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[butterfly.livejournal.com]

From what I hear, you are. And she said that of everyone out there, you've been the most honest with her. That's very important right now.

Don't let her pretend to be fine, kay?

[rorylie.livejournal.com]

Thank you for saying that. It's very sweet. And it seems weird to be having a conversation with someone I don't know about someone I do know. Did that sentence even make sense?

I know that she's not fine, and she's not going to be fine for a long time, but I want to be able to believe her everytime she says it. I want her to be able to be fine.

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[butterfly.livejournal.com]

It is a little weird. But I know you're cool, because you like of the Buffy.

I know that you want to believe her. I do, too. But I know that she's not and I let her know that I know that.

Make sure that she knows that you know. She wants you to see the fake front. Trust me on that.

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[rorylie.livejournal.com]

She really won't talk to me. I've never been the person people talk to. I kind of feel like that's my failing. She hates people feeling like they're failing her, but I still do.

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[butterfly.livejournal.com]

I do, too. Then again, I always feel like a failure. Some things are too important to let go. And Waynette's definitely one of those things.

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[rorylie.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but at least she talks to you. Like you fill in where we all failed. I'm a little bit jealous, and I'll admit it. I want to be able to do for her what you have.

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[butterfly.livejournal.com]

I think it's easier for her to talk to me because I'm not right there.

And she can feel some kinship because I've cut, too. I've gone to that level, although not as far as she has.

Do you have her number? I think that I have the wrong one. She asked me to call and the number that I have isn't working.

E-mail it to me at butterfly_in_motion@hotmail.com if you can.

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[rorylie.livejournal.com]

Hey, she's at school again now, so do you want that number? She's not good. I'm being all journaly about it, so you can read about it there if you want.

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[butterfly.livejournal.com]

Thanks.