Bones and House
All that raw emotional agony that was missing from Supernatural was waiting in Bones and House. I can't stop crying. Amber's dead. Because she cares and Cuddy was always so wrong about her but House and Wilson saw it and she cared and she went to go pick up House and she's dead because she's a good person who ended up in the wrong place at the wrong time. Because she took flu pills. And Zach was... first he was burned and I was so scared for him and then he was Gormagon's apprentice and I hate that it made sense and it made me cry that Bones understood. Everything, including the flaw in his logic.
Amber's dead. I can't stop crying. Wilson looked so broken and empty and tired at the end. House's last conversation with Amber was really beautiful. He says that it isn't right and it's not and if they ignore this when they come back next season then this show is dead to me because Wilson loved her, he really loved her. And I loved her.
I'm still crying.
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I just... they'd better not forget her in next season's opening. The last time I cried this much was at Doomsday.
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So, yes, there had better be consequences.
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*sniffles*
I am going to miss Amber so much (and I don't know if we'll ever see Zach again but he certainly won't be a regular and it hurts that we're losing him).
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As for Zach, I heard that the actor sent an email out to the people on his website saying that he didn't want to leave, but that's where they wanted to take his character. So, I'm sure he'd love to pop on again if they let him!
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*has no bones icon -- is sad*
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And I haven't consistently watched House in about two seasons, but I decided to watch last night's episode. Yah, that was pretty heartwrenching as well. I felt bad for Wilson, (and for Amber, because that was a completely awful, random way to die), but it was when House was telling Amber that he didn't want to be in pain anymore, didn't want to be miserable anymore, and didn't want his best friend to hate him, that I really got choked up. I hope that there will be real repercussions in the next season, just like I hope that they won't just sweep Zack aside as a character and how he affected his co-workers and friends on Bones.
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The House/Amber scene at the end was so beautiful. I loved him admitting (in the earlier scene) that she was like him in all the best ways and then him talking about how it shouldn't be, out of the two of them, that she was the one to die. Because they were very much alike but she was happy and in love and good for the person she loved (by refusing to let Wilson treat her like he treated his wives).
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I thought that was incredibly realistic, because in real life, no matter how shocking a person's actions, you don't stop loving a person on a dime. You can still feel anger and sadness and disappointment, but the love will still be there as well. I really appreciated that his friends and co-workers still expressed that. That's what makes it so sad and affecting that he got to that point in the first place.
Regarding House, it was interesting to see him admit that he knew, between the two of them, that she shouldn't be the one to die. And I kind of loved how she basically didn't let him get away with any crap, (even in that dream/death state), and pushed him back into the real world to face the consequences.
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Though I'm sad Amber is dead. I wanted her to live.
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And I felt the same. I mentioned to you sometime last week, I think, that I had a hopeless crush on Amber. It took me half an hour after the show had ended for me to stop crying.
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