Damn, I used to be so... hard on myself.
Which I recognized. I did notice that I was being horrible to myself.
I'm looking at old journal entries: 2001 era.
And I expected so little. I mean, I was so pleased and surprised that someone (
fox1013! Hey, baby!) IM'd me.
Interestingly, I still have many of the same... faults? that I used to. I just don't think that they make me a horrible, hopeless person anymore. I still order pizza and pop if I don't feel like cooking. I still adore reading. Honestly, I do still get a geeky buzz when someone IMs me.
But I don't think I'm pathetic anymore. Yay for me.
And hey, in 2001, I remembered ET. And that I hated it. Now, I have no memory of seeing the movie. Possibly that's for the best.
I was very volatile back then. Ups and downs like... something that goes up and down a lot. A yo-yo? Doesn't sound drastic enough. Well, maybe it does when Mandy sings about it. A yo-yo it is.
Aww... and I didn't think that I could write slash. Ha! Take that, low self-esteem!
I'm looking at old journal entries: 2001 era.
And I expected so little. I mean, I was so pleased and surprised that someone (
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Interestingly, I still have many of the same... faults? that I used to. I just don't think that they make me a horrible, hopeless person anymore. I still order pizza and pop if I don't feel like cooking. I still adore reading. Honestly, I do still get a geeky buzz when someone IMs me.
But I don't think I'm pathetic anymore. Yay for me.
And hey, in 2001, I remembered ET. And that I hated it. Now, I have no memory of seeing the movie. Possibly that's for the best.
I was very volatile back then. Ups and downs like... something that goes up and down a lot. A yo-yo? Doesn't sound drastic enough. Well, maybe it does when Mandy sings about it. A yo-yo it is.
Aww... and I didn't think that I could write slash. Ha! Take that, low self-esteem!
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Oh, and I do have work Thursday morning, so I think that we'll have to wait until the weekend.
Is there a new QAF next week?
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Wanna still do something for the weekend if QAF isn't happening? I'm free from Saturday 3:30 to Monday 7:00
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And I am going to do my absolute best to remember the things. And the Buffy finale.
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You're one of the first MBTV people I became friends with, sweetie. I flove you. Always have.
*hugses*
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Flove you back, darling.
I'd love to be on AIM at the same time as you, sometime soon. It'd be nice to chat real-time.