Probably shouldn't post this. But. Yeah. My journal.

[butterfly]

Fuck.

Just, you know, I know that I'm basically worthless here. That I don't contribute and that mom's life would be a hell of a lot easier without me around.

I know that.

God, but that doesn't stop from making me feel like crap when she says it.

"You're just a drain on me."

Thanks. That's nice to know.

But I already knew it.

Fuck.

Fuck.

I'll just go to bed then. Stop fucking wasting precious electricity by being online.

Just.

It hurts so much. So much.

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*hugs*

Thank you.

*hugs*