Not so squee.
Family stuff was bad tonight.
We don't get cable, so I went to dad's to record the VMAs.
And.
He was like I remember.
And I thought he'd... grown as a person.
Gotten past saying things like "Affirmative action has been making innocent people pay for forty years." and that my mom's a "psychopathic manipulator".
Oh, and that I'm a liar.
That part was said when I brought up some of the things that he's done in the past to hurt me.
Apparently, I made it all up.
Last things we said to each other, after I had Justin on tape and went to say good-bye to him.
Me: "I'm sorry that what I said hurt you."
Dad: "Not, you're not."
Me: "Yes. I am."
Dad: "No, you're not. Or you wouldn't have said it."
Me: "I didn't say that I was sorry that I said what I did. I'm just sorry that I hurt you."
Dad: "It's the same thing."
Me: "Good-bye."
Dad: [shuts door]
We don't get cable, so I went to dad's to record the VMAs.
And.
He was like I remember.
And I thought he'd... grown as a person.
Gotten past saying things like "Affirmative action has been making innocent people pay for forty years." and that my mom's a "psychopathic manipulator".
Oh, and that I'm a liar.
That part was said when I brought up some of the things that he's done in the past to hurt me.
Apparently, I made it all up.
Last things we said to each other, after I had Justin on tape and went to say good-bye to him.
Me: "I'm sorry that what I said hurt you."
Dad: "Not, you're not."
Me: "Yes. I am."
Dad: "No, you're not. Or you wouldn't have said it."
Me: "I didn't say that I was sorry that I said what I did. I'm just sorry that I hurt you."
Dad: "It's the same thing."
Me: "Good-bye."
Dad: [shuts door]
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And it's not even that that bugged me. The most.
It's that he made me think that he'd changed. That he wasn't a jerk anymore.
I feel... tricked.
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{Diana Michelle}
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What are you doing Sunday afternoong?
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No plans at the moment.