Angel...

[butterfly]

I haven't been enthused about talking about Angel recently. Mostly, this is from the sadness. It's ending. Partly, this is from a bit of satisfaction. It's ending, so I'll finally know the full journey.

I miss it and it isn't gone yet. Part of me wants the weeks to race by, so that I know the ending now, while another part wishes that we could have another five-week haitus, just to stave off the end that much longer.

Yet I know that it will last, even without new episodes. due South is still gaining new fans and it's been cancelled for quite a while. If a show has depth and a glimmer of something true, then it will last. Angel has those things. It will live on, long after these last short weeks are over.

But I can't write about it yet.

Comments

[luminosity]

I feel exactly the same way. I usually am able to go on and on about an ep, and for the past couple of weeks, while I have lots of thoughts, the overwhelming and *paralyzing* feeling is grief. I know, yes I do, that I'll love again, but not like this. Not like I love Angel. I'm in mourning.

[butterfly.livejournal.com]

Yes, that's just it. Every time I start to write something, I freeze up and remember that it's ending.

Angel's ending. And it's too soon.