butterfly: (Don't lie! - Clex)
butterfly ([personal profile] butterfly) wrote2002-09-28 05:49 pm

I am such a coward.

Plus, way passive-aggressive.

So, what did I do today?

I've made icons (Lindsey! Almost finished!). Watched some Smallville music vids. Nothing much.

What did I say I would do today?

I said that I would walk in the Teddy Bear parade. I said that I would be present as the president of my chapter of CAR (Children of the Revolution, an off-shoot of Daughters of the Revolution. Mainly, it's kids of the members of DAR).

I did not go. Furthermore, I did not call to say that I wasn't going.

Because I suck. Also, I really hate that stuff. But a non-sucky, non-cowardly, non-passive-aggressive person would have said this. In fact, said person would have said no when asked to do it.

*sigh*

I really need to talk to Mary. Apologize. And then tell her that I really don't want to do this. And I never have and it was all for mom and grandma. I should.

*sigh*

I mean, I'm supposed to be babysitting her kid Monday, so I'll have to see her.

*sigh*