Yeah, I just had a totally different approach entering the fandom. Like, I looked everywhere and all the big writers were doing RayK stuff and wouldn't write RayV and I couldn't find almost anything good for RayV at all, and still haven't really found much in the way of well written long fics for F/V, while I've found tons and tons for RayK...

so. hee! yeah, in my brain he's the total underdog. I want to feed him and Xander soup and protect them from the "deemed more attractive" men that everyone likes better.

It's facinating, what different conceptions I have, by without knowing any of the gossip or much past fandom knowledge